Futsal

It's been almost 5 years,
I leave all my favourite sport after a horrible clash while playing rugby.
That accident leave me warded for 2 weeks.

But now I rarely join my colleagues playing futsal.
Play just for fun,
Get some laugh,
and a little exercise to strengthen back my muscle & joint.

But last Friday,
A 'happy go lucky futsal' session,
turn to be 'serious life & dead game'.
I never dream to be in that kind of serious game,
since I still not fully recovered from my knee injuries.

But its too late too back off,
I already in it,
Just pray, I can face this and went home safely.

But,
last minutes terrific wrongly 'acrobatic safe',
and I just can't balance my body,
and I landing with my left knee hit the ground first.

God,
it feel like a ton of pain,
cramping my vein.
I can't fell my left leg.

I have been carried away my goal post.
I rest for half an hour,
I can walk after that, but only God know how,
the pain are killing me for each step I take.

But dear,
I know all the pain that I feel now,
can't compare with what you have going through
just because of me.

Maybe,
its my kafarah,
for what have I done to you.